Like me.Love me.Hate me.

- Papers -

3 papers altogether for me this semester. 1 down 2 more to go.... after that... i'm yr 3!!! time really flies so fast.... soon gonna grad from NP, i can still feel like i have jus came in as a freshman...a freshman in np..... but thats all gonna fade away soon... arnd 6 more months and its attachment time... and before you know it... off to another location... Tekong.... it has already been 2 years now since i stepped out of pjc... out of your life into a life of my own... pain is still there....but no one can understand right.. so no use complaining abt it.

hmmm... now better enjoy the rest of my year in np now....before i become a chao recruit...

- T.O.M.B Raider -

chanced upon this awesome pic of a hot babe as Tomb Raider aka Lara Croft in a recent game exhibit... and DAMMNNNnn.... she is one hell of a raider!!! girl.. u can raid my tomb anytime.... hahahahaha.... Angelina Jolie., you betta watch out... here comes another hot babe to take over ur place!!*guess many guys will be drooling over her.... and her t.o.m.b(Too Overly "Matured" Breast).... no wonder this game's a hit!!

** alright now... stop drooling**

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- Hectic -

hey guys... i'm back!! missed me?
alright then.. shall update abt the week of absence.

hmm... let me think... yeah.. i left off one day before Valentines' day. yup... the dreaded day... but on Vday itself, it doesn't seem that dreaded afterall. on the other hand... i even got a date!!! a date with my precious..... weights!!! hahaha... yup, went gym on that day. slept till very late like 12 plus *so that i can pass the day faster* ... so went to gym.. as expected there were very little people in school. must be all preparing for dates and stuff. me and my precious weights, best combination of all. tried to wack, but have to limit myself due to my injured wrist ( which is still injured as i am speakin now ). yay.... jus concentrated on my weights... and... Viola!!! 2 hrs jus passed!!! cool down and headed for a loooong cold shower, saw TERRY and SHURONG in the pool so i went to join them by the pool side. talked crap... abt dates and stuff... blah blah blah....

met up with my brothers (ajax and liang) and BI LING after that at clementi.had a very expensive meal of chicken rice.

hmmm.. after that headed home.
slacked and stuff... and if u're wondering how i spent my Vday? now u know... alright it might seem like i'm complaining but i think i'm gettin used to it now. but i does bring back memories abt a certain someone though. some memories jus cant be erased. so wat the heck....

to summarise the whole of last week... slacking slacking and slacking. started playing WOW(World of Warcraft).. any pros out there can teach me a thing or two?

this week.....

a lil less of slacking... a lil more of mugging. Marilyn Manson!!! yeah.... he's like my current hot fav idol now... yeah... gothic now seems cool to me. hmmm... wonder what made me thought abt that... hmmm who cares anyways... but no worries.. i wont turn anti-christ. something abt the darkside of life now seems very interesting to me now, gothic... blood( yeah... my ultimate fear)... and even my new blog skin... hmmmm wondering what i'm becoming now... some gothic dude? who knows? u might start seeing me puttin super thick massacra.... dark thick black eye liner... big sliver rings on all of my fingers... start wearing black more often (even though its kinda my fav colour)... yeah.... start observing now.... so any gothic chicks out there???? with their tight leather suits and whips and.......

i also came up with conclusions myself!! (based on my own experience and thoughts for the past 1 month or so.)

1. Do not jump into conclusion that a girl fancy you when she start visiting ur friendster pic,start chatting to you, start sendin love songs to you.. yeah... she's probably jus CURIOUS or FRIENDLY thats all. so all you guys out there who is facing this problem.... STOP THOSE FANCY THOUGHTS IN YOUR MIND!!!

2. Since you're single proabably because of your looks, looking ugly.... plain looking.. non-cool-looking dude. what for bother to dress up anyways? wear some singlet, some shorts,flip-flops, don't even bother styling your hair.who cares anyways?

3. if you are not the kind of guy mention in (2), maybe you're single because of ur character, who cares if your're nice? who cares if your're caring and stuff... don't bother!!!!

4. if you are not the kind of guy mentioned in (1) or (2), are you gay? can't find any gay partner? man... (personally i hate gays... think they're like the disgrace to guys, so what if there's no girls for you.. you don't need to be gay right? be a monk or something!!)

5. alright if you're not the kind of guy mention in (2),(3) or (4), how come you're still not attached? are the girls out there blind???

6. i think the females(mainly teenagers of my age) are getting very materialistic now.
( i remembered coming across this grl, probably arnd primary 6 or sec 1. she is a total "plastic" *term used in the movie Mean Girls to term those uber high maintenance girls*... she's like only sec 1 or even primary 6!! and she acts, talk and even dress up like one!!!!! omg.. what is this world coming to? where is the time when a date can mean goin for picnic or jus a walk to admire stars??, and presents of cookies or a plain rose? now.... date = movies (movie tickets($9 x 2) + meal at a very ambient restaurant + probably a lil entertainment of pool or billard = a friggin big whole in your pocket) really pity those guys out there who have a plastic as a girlfriend, i feel the pain for your wallet, unless you're super rich, oh what am i saying? how can u get a pretty plastic as ur gf if u dont have the cash?

7. i know that not all the girls out there are not plastics. but if your attached... then you're not included!!!

8. so all those single non-plastic girls... what are you waiting for???? go get a guy now!!!!!! you wanna be a nun or something??

* to all those that think that probably such things happen to me, your're so wrong.*

** anyways.. enough of the love songs on my blog... vday's over.... now.. my current fav singer..... i present you MM (Marilyn Manson)

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- Dreaded Day -

Alright... once the Lunar New Year is over... i knew that this day will come soon... very soon.... it has been awarded the Dreaded Day of the Year, none other than Valentines' Day.

As expected, no date, no gf, it isn't all bad after all... i can spend time in the gym.... spend some time off in town... looking at all the love birds invading town. same situation happens every year.... prices of a single rose can raise like 3 or 4 times.... fully booked/packed restaurants. ladies with their beautiful bouquet of flowers.... etc etc... u should know what i'm talking abt. for me... its probably some tea and books... maybe comic books. probably have to wear some kind of gas mask out.... don't wanna get intoxicated by all the love around... and when some guy or girl approach me wanting me to buy their overpriced rose..... hmmmm... i'll probably stare back at them thinking..." Do i LOOK like i need this rose??? Get it for myself??? yeah right...."

anyways... lets not spoil the love and fun... i've updated my blog with 3 awesome songs for such occasions.... On Valentines' ... the most impt "ingredient" is none other than LOVE!!!... so LET THERE BE LOVE!!! then next up.... On Valentines'... other than oxygen in the air... u'll breathe in love!!! yup... Love Is In The Air !!! last but not least... one chinese song for all my chinese song loving friends and couples out there.... u do not only shower ur love, or show ur loved ones that u love them on Valentines'.... even after Valentines'... Mei Tian Ai Ni Duo Yi Xie ( Loving you more everyday)...

Let there be love - Oasis
Love is in the air - John Paul Young
Mei Tian Ai Ni Duo Yi Xie - Jacky Cheung

yup i've uploaded 3 songs onto my blog... so u have to be patient...let it load... buffer.. then enjoy...u can skip songs by pressing the NEXT button...same applies to all songs... let it load ... then buffer... etc... u know.

I shall wish all the couples out there... Happy Valentines' Day!!! May you guys love each other more everyday... if there's any conflict or misunderstanding btwn u two... tmr's the day to end such stuff... for those who are secretly in love with someone..... what are u waiting for? ask her/him out tmr!!! Love is not meant to be kept secret.As for those who are still single... don't worry... ur time will come ya? jus take tmr as a normal day .... for me... i'm still thinkin of how i am gonna spend my day.....
go watch some movie in a couple-filled theatre? chill in a cafe...looking at those couple-filled streets? arghhh... dammit..... tmr's gonna be hell for me!!!! stupid valentine ... cursed cupid....

*oh yeah..... ENJOY the sings!!!!!*

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came by this very old song once again...
this time i carefully listened to the lyrics and kinda fell in love with this song once again....

can totally relate to the lyrics if i would have heard it a few months ago... but now....

anyways for the benefit of my non-chinese friends... i have spent sometime trying to translate everything to english... not really perfect, but i hope u can appreciate it as much as i have.

- Infatuation -

Hope i can make you drunk over a cup of latte
so that you can love me more.
The feeling of infatuation
you will never know.
Its because there is already someone with you,
seeing you and him together in front of me,
proves to me that my love is foolish.
you don't know the suffering i'm going through,
you can never understand it.
all the heatbreaks you have given me, you will never experience
but why do i still have to force myself to love your everything?
you forcefully bring down my defences,
quietly i closed the door,painfully counting my tears
knowing the fact that the day you leave him will never come,
i'm still waiting for the miracle to happen one day.
untill that day, you'll realise
that the on that truly loves you, have been waiting alone all the time
there was once when i thought that i will regret
shall not think too much of the unrequited
i will drop my first tear for you,
i will change my anything for you,
but i know that nothings gonna change.

now for the original chinese lyrics.

* it kinda reminds me of my bro when i heard it, maybe its because i think that the lyrics will kind of relate to his story too...right bro?*

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- Lunar New Year (1)-

Alright.. i admit la.. i was waiting for this day for quite sometime already, erm not long la... arnd 1 yr? hahas..

yeah.. finally the day has come,WOoooohOOOO!!

but before all the visiting and auspicious days come.... we have the pre cny party!!!
Yup... went clubbing with my usual clubbing gang, ewai and yan, me, iggy,zhou,colinn and yan even brought laine!!!! hahaha... can see charles's eyes opening real wide now..

anyways... i was kinda in a dilema on that day. 27th of Jan '06. both of my bruddas are having parties!!! one in IndoChine one at ChinaBlack... man... how unlucky can that be? so i can only go to one.... at last decided to pop by Indo... so sorry Ben.. can't turn up at ur party. waited... and waited.... and waited for god knows what... then some conflict here and there..... finally we got in.

Indo's rocking the house!!!! the Dj's good!! yan and i agree on that.... then it was colinn's bday on that day... so treat him a drink.... haha.. guess what? later he turned up drunk and stuff after one Graveyard!!! hahaha.. that fool...

i also realised something.... IndoChine's the place for perverts.... esp those upskirt kind.... can u imagine... Indo's like one level underground.. so u have to walk down a flight of stairs... a flight of transparent stairs to be exact.. then the railings and stuff are all transparent... then the bar is jus right below the transparent stairs... hmmmmmm... think u get my idea eh? hahhaa.... can imagine those perverted guys all wanting to go Indo after reading my post... hahaha.....

anyways we had such a nice time in there.....thanks buddies for the wonderful time

time to leave....

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