9Sunday, July 30, 2006
- pain -
went to a chinese sinseh today.... wow... first time entering the clinic with me being the patient....started out when he applied some medicated oil onto the affected areas..... wasnt that bad... a lil massage... then comes the pain!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........................
was screaming in my mind.... clenched my fist so tightly that any harder... i'll probably sink my nails into my flesh... could shout out... can only smile... dunno why.... seems like aways.. when i'm in great pain like this... i can only force out a "painful" smile...
abt 15 mins later... the 'tui na' ended... he bandaged my leg and i'm so glad i'm leaving the clinic.... the most painful 15 mins of my life.
[the aftermath]
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9Saturday, July 29, 2006
- unlucky -
finally after sooo long.. i finally made it to trg at 10.45am... then things turned for the worst.... during the run.. on the way back to SDBA, accidentally ran off the concrete path and twisted my ankle..didnt feel much pain...
it was during sea rowing when i started feeling the pain... arghH!!!
so therefore i can stand up and cox the boat.... the reason to why i am not standing throughout the whole time... for those who might think i'm slackiing and stuff... think again... anyways.... quickly started rubbing on the area... ouch ouch ouch....
then it swelled!!!!!!
right after i had my shower... damn.... swell till like one Char Siew Bao!!
sianz.... went to eat with the guys at Lido... on my way there... was walking like one retarded guy... hiaz...
and now it still hurts like crap...
went to the wateva plaza u called that... the one with ChinaBlack at the top storey... yeah... there's this very cute sales girl at Stussy!!!! hahaha... the guys also thought the same...
wondering whether she has a bf or something.... haha.. anyways.. was just daydreaming... this kind of cute girls.... and part and parcel of my life.. IMPOSSIBLE.
anyways... can forget abt getting her number and stuff... hahhaa....
enough abt girls...
i got a GOLD for Napfa test!!! wooooooo... happy. thanks to elf who allowed me to pace him during the 2.4km run.... thanks bro.
gotta go back now.. and do ma assignments.... sad-ed.
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9Saturday, July 22, 2006
My Anime Name is
sida just send me this very cool anime name thingy.... guess wat my name is? cool eh?? if only my name can be so cool in real-life... unlike pple who make fun of it.... my classmates probably know of all the possible "nicknames" i have... don't bother finding out.
Take Anime Character Name Generator today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.
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9Thursday, July 20, 2006
- unfair -
why is it that girls come easily for some guys? while some guys work so hard to get one but yet in the end, end up with nothing? why? life's unfair.
i've began losing my motivation in life. losing interest in everything( except girls!! ).... work, play and even db. i hope this is just one of the passing phases in my life... and hopefully find my my interest and motivation.
everyday... wake up for the sake of waking up... go skool w/o any aim...probably just to pass all my modules... go db for the sake of going....whats wrong with me lately? i wonder.
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9Wednesday, July 19, 2006
- her -
the warm welcoming smile when she greets or sees you.. the smile that can melt anything.... as you sit beside her... the occasional brush of her delicate skin against yours.. sending thousands of electromagnetic pulses to your brain.... feels... good.
as she looks out of the window... the look... her facial feaures.. so upclose.. so personal.. yet.. just looking at her staring outside.. you feel like this could last forever.. and for that few moments... you feel no stress... no pain... she can just take away all the unpleasant things in your life with just like that.
when she dozes off.... her cute posture... you wish that she could just lay on ur shoulder instead.... her long flowing hair covering part of her face... you wish you could just touch her soft smooth cheek... the touch.
when she asks, "dont you wanna talk a nap too?".... you reply " nope... i'm not tired".. but actually.. all you want to do is jus to look at her sleep... that feeling... that picture.. that scene... you know, will not last forever... just seeing her sleeping will take away all your exhaustion and weariness. Of course you will not wanna waste time sleeping. you just wanna admire the beauty.
all good things have to end... she wakes up... brushes her hair back to its normal position... and waved you goodbye... everything seems to fall apart now.... she's leaving.... how you wish... wish and pray so hard....that the time will come to a standstill... wish and pray what you could just give her a goodbye kiss on her forehead... but that aint happening...
felt like you were in heaven a moment ago.. now you're crashing back down to earth... facing the reality that.... she aint your girl.... she's someone else darling.
damn.
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9Friday, July 14, 2006
- back -
once again... back to the bloggin scene.
its been a while.
the end of the semester is getting closer....one prison is gonna open its cages.. while the other one open its door for me... none other than attachment... out of the frying pan into the flames!!!! ouch..
anyways... gotta make full use of these time spent in school.... gotta get more jap drama from sida!!! haha...
anyways... been watching some jap drama lately....
first one is called 1 litre of tears.... damn.... very very touching and tear wrenching.... yeah... i probably cried a few cm3 of tears when i finish watching it...
second one.. Nobuta... all abt this very introvet, quiet girl that is the target of bullies... then these 2 guys decided to produce her into the most famous girl in the school... blah blah blah... story goes on.... relatively nice show... humourous at time... and some very catchy catch phrases... hahaha... "bye bye-cycle!!""kon.."
finally the one that i'm still watching... Gambatte Ikimasshoi.. abt this legendary female rowing team... something like dragonboat... 
the show reminds me so much of the girls team... feel depressed when i think abt npdb.. and esp the girls team.
anyways...
other than jap drama.. proj have been occupying my time.... back to DDACP and all the tedious stuff.. argh...
things haven been goin well for me... thats for sure.
no matter home or school.
school, family, romance, work. nothing is smooth sailing for me currently... hopefully this period will end soon... or else i dun think i can take it.
i also realised something recently... i'm getting easily irritated... hmmm.. issit because of lack of sleep? or wat?
then recently someone asked me " so whats your future goal?"... i was speechless at the moment.. and i think.... and think.. and realised.. all the while .. i've been living without any purpose in life.. no goal... so target... no motivation.depressed.
anyways... glad to have friends by my side that still keep me sane... or rather not... they have been trying very very hard to irritate me... trying to get me angry... haha.. hilarious... they can try.. but i doubt they will succeed... anyways, you will not wanna see me flare up... it aint a good thing... that day is best not to bet or something... its not lucky. hahahaha...
nothin much to blog abt anyways... will blog more when i can think of.. or rather have the mood to.
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9Friday, July 07, 2006
- absence -
missed me?
kinda busy nowadays... busy with db, proj, jap dramas... etc etc
anyways.. this post is to inform u guys that i'll be away from the bloggin world for a longer period of time till i get some free time.... so dun miss me too much eh?
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