Like me.Love me.Hate me.

- HELP WANTED -

Anyone can recommend romance flicks to me?? i'm suddenly in the mood for some romance flicks, probably bcos i'm lacking of it in my life? anyways... it will be kind for you guys to give me some recommendations on any romance films u guys like, then maybe i'll go buy(or download)it... haha

(chick flicks are also welcomed... gonna prepare some flicks for the right time,right person you see....)

*all recommend-ers will be gratefully thanked on my blog*

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- caught -

have you ever felt like you have the best of both worlds but yet, in fact, you don't have anything? I DO...
caught in between two worlds.... seperated by them... neither here nor there.... nowhere i belong.

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- X RAY -

i betcha lots of guy out there would really like to see underneath the clothes of PAMELA ANDERSON. i manage to find one pic to satisfy all ur perverted needs.
*guys pls dun drool*

(CLICK HERE TO SEE)

- Russian Dolls -

jus watch the movie Russian Dolls, its some foreign movie. it is a very nice.... and a rather thought provoking one too. it explores both the male and female thoughts when they are in a relationship, or when they are in love.

from the movie, i've learnt several things too. people tend to be shallow, always looking out for the ideal or the prince charming or the supermodel partner, but what they don't realise is that, these can only be dreams, and all the time while they are waiting, dreaming, the right one slips by.

people also tend to turn to other "things" to fill their emptiness,(for those that are not attached) they tend to turn to temporary fulfilment, such as sex. its only when he/she is doing such stuff, then they will feel loved or rather "filled with love", in my opininon, its jus like some cheap thrill. can never beat the real feeling of being in love. i think that sex or i would say making love is actually something very personal, very important and very priceless. i will NEVER make love with someone that i do not absolutely love. making love may even seem sacred to me!! hahaha... sounds weird though.

last but not least, another valuable lesson learnt from the movie.

Girls/Ladies that were/are in your life, are jus like Russian Dolls.(you guys do know what a russian dolls is right? or at least know how it look like)

You start the "game" by havin the first crush/relationship. everytime you break off one relationship, and start off another, its jus like opening up another doll, wondering " Is she the last one?", for the main objective of this "game" is to reach the last,the smallest doll of all, you cant rush things, you have to follow progression. (when i saw the main actor saying these few things, it actually make so much sense to me!!). And when u finally reached the last doll, you'll know it, true love. so to everyone out there playing this "game", have you reached your last doll yet?

these are jus some of the stuff abt life i've recently picked up, hope you guys will actually think abt it ya?

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- busy -

once again... yet another busy week. after SR 500, there's our NP regatta, organised by NPDB itself, so as u can guess its kind of busy for all of us, esp those involved. monday had to go down to teach some of the teachers and staff how to row and stuff.

tues was one of my bruther, ajax's birthday, went SAKAE as usual again to celebrate. had a wonderful time there.once again... a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you again. sry for not being able to join u guys after the meal. was tired.

wed was the only rest day which i do not have any programs, but i forgot that i have to bring my mom for accupuncture, spent half of the day waiting and rotting, and getting my ass all numb and pain from all the sitting and waiting.ZZzzZz

yesterday was the NP Regatta itself and it was a HOT HOT HOT HOT day!!! got all sun burnt, and the worst of all, i got a girl's tan. (in this case a girls tan means the tan of a singlet, cos the girls in the team can only wear a singlet for trg, they get the tan only on the areas exposed to sun, therefore, giving a somehow ugly but unique "singlet tan" or what i say a girls tan)
okayyyy enuf of the tan... the race itself was a success, nothin cropped up. everything went fine, or maybe there was jus a lil hiccups along the way.
wat happened after the race was so so so fun, and it was probably the thing that i was lookin forward to from the start of the day. hahah... but i can't really disclose wat it actually is, but i can only describe it in a few words, delicious, fun, alcohol.

a accident happened after the "thing" that made all of us laughed out ass off. it wasnt really a serious accident. its kind of hard to explain to you guys anyways. but it was soooo hilarious that i laughed till i thought my head was gonna burst!!! hahaha...

however the whole day wasn't all happy, heard from a couple of friends abt some relationship problems my other friend is facing and i was so sad when i heard it.
Love for all i can say, can be a very destructive force to a human being, but it can also be a blessing form heaven too. was walking home after that when i saw this old couple, probab;y in their 70s or 80s, all geared up for a night walk. then this thought jus came to me. What thing in the world will make you still hold that rough and ragged hand, kiss that wrinkled and saggy cheeks, hug that all-so-familiar body of your 80 year old life partner? LOVE. yeah.. love will only make you do that. nothing else. love on the other hand does heavy destruction to a person too as i've mentioned, i've seen the destruction before and i've even experienced it too. but i aint gonna talk more abt it.

Love is something you can't leave without, yet it exist all around you.Its also something you have to fight for, die for.

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- SR 500 -

today's the first day of SR 500, one of a dragon boat race, its held in Seletar reservoir. the weather is hot hot hot!!! and the worst is, u can't really take off ur clothes and walk arnd half-naked, not like usual trg, actually its not can't, its more of a rather not, cos there are like hundreds more guy out there with better looking bods, so it might not be a good idea.

therefore end up half chao ta (burnt), my forearms are all tanned to red hot, legs too... the only other UNfortunate half, is protected by our shirts. see the word UNFORTUNATE? yeah.. unfortunate to end up with ugly tan.

hmmm... kinda surprised to see that there are also kayaking in the race too... so its more like a dragonboat/kayak competition.

kinda disappointed in myself over the two times when i was down coxing the boat.... i think i screwed up big time on my part. so here's my apologies to the girls team.

in order to "compensate" for all the bad performance i put up with, decided to make some mashed potatoes to treat the team.

1.5 hrs into making the potatoes and they turned out HEAVENLY!!!!!
woohooo.... talent indeed!!! hahaha... i think that they taste so good that it can be eaten solely by itself without adding the bacon bits....

made some for my sister (sadly can't give some to my parents as i have already added mayo *which is not vegetarian*)... hopefully the team, the girls team to be exact, to forgive my poor performance.

anyways... kinda tired now.... gonna us sit back and watch ARMAGEDDON!!! which i think is like one of the most touching movie i've ever watched.

wish us luck for the semis and finals tmr eh?

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- tiring day *for my eyes* -

trg today as usual.... saw some pretty girls on my way to trg, during trg.... the OCBC babe!!!! wooohooo... and a few more... *including those in the girls team too... (scared later kena wacked for not mentioning them)*

had my usual fix of fried rice after trg, met up with some of the girls and ken... had an interesting conversation with them... had a great time.. and whats even better...ICE CREAM!!! Bravilll....*the name's something liddat... the ice cream store in paragon*.... awesome... love the mango ice cream.... and its low fat!!! but it does come in a hefty price... $3.20 for a pathetic small cup....

anyways.. after all that ooh-so-good ice cream... home home home....

saw somemore hot looking ladies.... and some even turned and look back at me!!!!! wooohooo.... maybe jus thinkin " whos this ugly looking guy walking around here".. but who cares?? hahaha... a whole day of "sightseeing" sure makes ur eyes tired.... yawnz... gonna fall asleep soon

- dazzled -

got a free day off trg on fri, mom called me down to the bank and wanna do some stuff ... got no idea la... then went to OUB bank, we went ot some special section... treated like some kind of CEO or BOSS liddat, then there was these two pretty ladies at the counter that came and serviced us.. asking us what kind of drinks we want... damn.... that felt good... really felt like some boss... with such good lookin ladies servicing us... then the place is awesome... didn't seem like it from the outside though... mom told me its some kinda of concierge thingy... wow... a first for me though... never been attended to before.

we even had a special account, a seperate one from the others... thats real cool.. then had this cool looking vault... but sadly i'm underaged to enter so... yup stayed outside.

went a lil shopping after that.... guess who i saw? DAWN YANG!!!!!! OMG...., the moment i saw her walking towards my direction... woooohoooo... heart rate pumped up to like 300%..... but sadly i guess she didn't even paid me a notice... when me on the other hand, eyes fixed on her.. lucky got no lamp post infront or else i'll probably bump into it.

* the girl that caught my eye*

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- friends or lovers -

yeah jus a few months ago.. i've finally "obtained enlightenment" and i started feeling happy to be single. and therefore, i was hoping to remend my mistakes but it seem to me that sometimes, when u really wanna make amendments, the chance isnt always there, once it slipped by, its never coming back, so therefore losing a friendship in the end. i think its retribution. so i'm jus gonna accept my fate.

and coincidentally, these few weeks, many of my single friends start having targets, and i'm so happy for them, even so eager to help them get together, some how i felt that, if i can't have a certain something, i would rather help my friend obtain it, feel so good so happy slowly seeing one after another getting attached and happy, i really do. so to all my friends/buds out there, need my help? anytime, jus drop me a msg ya? hahahaha....

but right now, i dun feel good, i feel like shite and nothings gonna change it.

- incompetent -

i'm getting weaker... fitnes level dropping like shit. maybe i'm getting lazier. i jus feel so so so weak and inferior.

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- HOT "DOLLS" -

in continuation to my previous post... i manage to find pics of the two dolls that i'm absolutely DROOOOOLing over now....

i've circled them out so just to point the two ladies out...
can some kind soul pls tell me their names if u know them? i've tried finding out names and i got some... don't know if its correct or not.

- relieve or temporary happiness? -

alright... exams is finally over... yr3 now... *hopefully if i passed both my MF and TF all the papers with the f.. all FFFFrigggin difficult* went to catch Underworld:Evolution.... loove the movie.. love Kate in that tight ass-kickin leather suit.. woohoo... damn she's fine for a vampire.... i'll soooo willing to let her suck my blood!!! hahahaha

always been interested abt vampires and lycanthropy (simple terms = werewolves). always very curious abt the unknown....

anyways... sat had trg.

it was a GOOOOOD trg... the girls performed well !! much to my atonishment. was kinda smiling all the way at the back. didn't wanna talk to them during the briefin as the weather was scorchin hot... dun wanna let them stand in the sun any longer. anyways... i was really happy for them... maybe its also because its after exams?? but who cares as long as they perform well... i'm happy. couldn't ask for more.

the guys on the other hand... makes me kinda worried though... the numbers always fluctuating... but i know very well that they'll do well. i have confidence in them.

hmmmm....now i'm jus thinking.. yr3 now *hopefully* then the seniors graduating.... time flies really fast... i could still feel as if it was jus a month ago that i jus came into NP....1 more semester till attachment.... then another semester of work and viola!!! i'm out of NP... hmmm guess i'm gonna miss school. for now... its the holidays.. gotta make the full use of it to enjoy and also to make some quick cash... anyone out there got lobang for temp jobs??? i need the cash!!

i can already "predict" the schedule of my holidays, Training,Gym,Housework,Games and hopefully work to earn some mooolahs.

recently.. my taste in sutff changed again... lesser of the goth/heavy metal/marilyn manson stuff... haha.. guess what? now.... cool vampires & lycants / leann rimes 7 her old hits / teen flicks once again ... but there's still the occasional urge for some gothic sutff... and a lil of manson... hahaha

ohhhh did i tell you tha The Pussycat Dolls rawwwk?.... They Do!!!!!! they are soooo haaawwwtt that they rawwwkk!!! saw their music videos recently and i immediately fell in love with one of the 'dolls'.. actually its more like 2.... both of them looks sooo soo my-ideal-girl type!!! hahaha.. the problem is that i don't know both of their names!!... hmmmm gotta find out soon... anyways if u're wondering which one i'm refering to.....both of them have long jet black hair....one of the is the lead singer and the other one the the only other one with black hair.... hmmmm it jus dawn onto me that... maybe i do like girls with long jet balck hair?. jus thinkin of the girls... makes my heart tingle... hahaha...issit me or is my expectations of girls getting higher?? hmmm that may jus explain why i'm still single eh? hahahaha

hmmm... today... i'm like grounded at home... dad out for a function, sis... forever out doin god knows what... so that leaves the take-caring of mom to me... gotta stay home... be a man-servant for a day.... cookin lunch... washing clothes... housewok etc etc... can't go sentosa to join Jan for her bday celebration.. and not to mention trg .... sigh... have to resign to my fate... can't rely on my sistern,never.... dad's excusable... so after lunch brought my mom for some physio.... waited for around and hr or so.... in boredom... my beloved ipod died on me!!! gotta bring her for some servcing soon... its kinda spoilt.... after physio... came back to yew tee... went to NTUC shop for groceries... had to carry all the heavy stuff all by myself... u can't expect me to call my mom right?? i wont so.... yup... had to do it myself again... and the stuuupid and heavy cookin oil that i as holding... apparently the handle couldn't handle the weight and it broke!! and it friggin landed on my feet!!!!!! ARRRggghhhhhhHHh..... end up i had to walk home both hand full of groceries... practically limpin on one feet... and supporting my mom by the side... damn i really look like some kind of servant... except for the looks though... more housework to do when i got home... then dinner... whip up somethin simple... a lil more cleanin up after that.. then had to massage for mom... hiaz... alright i think now u guys are probably bored of my day right? yup... me too
hmmm i think now its the chance.....

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alrighty then... thats all for my boring/tiring sunday...

6th of March now.... 3 mths and 1 week more to go....

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