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Alright... Christmas's over... no more partying.... no more alcohol.. and no more getting wasted!!!

today i've finally started studying for common test!FINALLY!!
hahaha... went skool to meet ewai,yan and sida to study.
realised that em3b is kinda tricky when u dun have the slightest idea whats going on during class...

but fear not... yan and sida taught me and stuff... and viola!!!
i've caught back all the impt points!!!

after a session at the library..
GYM time!!!

gotta look good for sat, beach time!! its been ages since i've hit the beach for some surf and sweat... and the bikini babes and all....
going with Jin Yuan, Ah bao and gang. we're gonna go the NYE party at sentosa!!
wooooohooo..... music... sand... water... probably the best combi for me... not to forget the most impt "ingredient"... bikini babes!!!! mwhahahahaha... jus jokin.

gotta work that body before hitting the beach on sat.. so its serious trg!!!

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decided to join Oliver,Jere and Hui guo at KAP for some dinner and second round of studying.

talked crap while eating... then oliver gave me a challenge.
" You gotta get attached before i graduate ah"

i mean ARE YOU SERIOUS???
if thats the case... i can say that its... practically impossible.
2 more months the most... 1 girl..
ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!! *pulls hair*

anyways... its jus a challenge... it won't harm if i failed it right?

alrights.... back to studies...
studying with oliver sure helped me alot!!
seeing them all engrossed in their work.. makes me feel "inspired" to do so... actually its more of pressure u see... hahahaha.

got down to work...
concentration + "intelligence" gathered from yan and sida earlier on = i've finished all my past yr papers!!! without breaking a sweat... mwhahaha.... feel so proud of myself.

left for home...

blardy bus took so long!!
and when it finally arrived... guess what? its packed like sardines!!! actually its only packed at the front... some inconsiderate commuters are simply not willing to inch a step closer to the back.

waited and waited.... mins seems like hrs.. finally got on the next bus which came like after ages....

met Cheryl on the way back home... chatted and stuff.....

feel kinda lethargic now....
hmmmm... movies sounds nice....

talking abt movies...
i've realised something really wierd.
alright... have u guys watched the latest blockbuster, The Chronicles of Narnia?
i've caught it... but to those who didn't catch it... wadya waiting for?
anyways... i've found out something.

if u take a closer look at the poster u see arnd bus stops... u see the white witch riding on a wadeva u called that, pulled by 3 polar bears right?
but in the movie.... her ride is only pulled by 2 polar bears.... so where did the 3rd one come from?? i wonder...
*tried to get a pic direct from the movie but i can't.i'll try again the next time.*

and secondly..
if u take a closer look at the topp right hand corner.
u see the siblings climbing upa vertical cliff or something...those who have already watched it... since when did they climb such steep cliff or something??

** anyways.. feel kinda mentally and physically drained now... gotta sit back and watch some movies.**

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hey everyone...

ITS CHRISTMAS!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!
and a HAPPY BOXING DAY!!

yeah.. 25th of December, the birth of Christ, also know as Christmas.
its the day to be merry, and have lotsa fun, and for those fortunate few, gifts exchanging. all those lil kids with their anxious eyes, dying to unwrap the gifts under the christmas tree.

but we should also set away sometime to remember those pple who had unfortunately died in last yr's tsunami, 26th Dec'04. today's one yr anniversary, my deepest heartfelt condolences to all the families affected.may all of u find strength and hope in ur upcoming days to come by.

okay... now on a lighter tone...

its Christmas!!!
i've waited and waited, for 1 yr for this day. i've abstain myself from clubbing for almost a year. *hopefully SANTA knows i'm a good boy*. IGGY and i have decided on China Black for this year's party!! we had a hell of a good time at COOC LATTE last year, and we hope to have the same one this year. but unfortunately, we are unsure of the age limit for COCO now, cos it seems to us that they have changed it to Guys- yrs old, Ladies-18.*can someone ENLIGHTEN us about the age limit for COCO? we seriously have no single idea.* alright.. iggy told me to dress up "proper" , which probably means, no more of my usual slippers,khakis and tee where ever i go. okay, got a long sleeve shirt, with a slacky black tank inside, together with my jeans.*i jus hate wearing long sleeves, makes me so formal lookin.YUCKS.

intending to meet at 9. emphasis on the INTENDING. hahah.. i reached FAR EAST PLAZA's bus stop at arnd 9.20pm. after a very stressful ride.*will emphasize more on it.*. guess what? i'm alone there, heard that COLINN has already reached there. but he's nowhere in sight. waited and waited, finally arnd 10pm? saw COLINN and ZHOU walking here. COLINN's already drunk!!! hahaha.... next came DARREN, then FINALLY the couple, YAN and EWAI which took like forever to come. IGGY arrived last as he has an excuse unlike some others..... hahaha

* back to the emphasis on the stressful bus ride. okay... i took 190 from Choa Chu Kang(CCK). boarded the bus, there was this small grp of malays, with their usual cool look, occupied the last row. a few bus stops later there came this relatively large grp of bengs, with their all so cool long fringe and their all so cool gold/blond dyes.all dressed to "kill", occupied the seats in front of me. hmmmm.... not so big grp of malays 2 rows behind me, a relatively large grp of chinese bengs in front of me.... stressful?? yeah.. at that time, i thought things are gonna happen. but lucky.... nothin happened, after a few bus stops. things changed from bad to worse. another relatively large grp of bengs, a different gang, different style. they have their all so shiny tongue/body piercings, with their all so cool ans spiky GATSBY hairstyle. then i saw the "GATSBY" gang walking towards the my row. they stopped at the 2nd exit and stood there, after like "showing off" their cool piercings and stuff. stood at the exit, back facing the "GOLD-AND-LONG-FRINGE" gang.
OMG... can u imagine the tension? i sat down there dunno what else to do other than looking outside the window and listening to my ipod.

smack right in between so many "gangs" i bet the other "innocent" commuters felt the tension. that was a hellish ride. with an occasional taunting* looks like taunting to me though* and the very wierd silence. no one's talking loud, shouting, or making noise like the usual buses, it was very silent, only the sound of the engine. the ride seems like hours to me.

finally reached my destination... and i was never so happy to get off a bus*

*back to china black....*
there wasn't the usual snaking crowd outside, but we still gave it a try. okay... the crowd wasn't that good, there wasnt as many chicks as i would have expected from black.the music was okay.... it got better near 3 and 4am. but at that time there wasn't much of a crowd. but still i was lucky.think only iggy knows what i'm talking.
anyways that was also the day to remember as it was the first time in my life i got drunk, got pretty high... and did foolish stuff.

stuff like this...

(i was really drunk at that time)
-seems to me that, warnings ain't for drunkards.-

yeah... it is the first time i got drunk.drank a lil too much of Vanilla Coke Vodka.
was high for quite sometime. and yeah.. did silly stuff. to know more about what kind of silly stuff i did, u guys have to ask iggy or zhou t find out more, i dun really remember much u see.

then wanted to go home arnd 4 plus, dragged a lil and i missed my last nightrider home!!! blardy hell.... the first bus is gonna come at arnd 6.22am. thats like friggin long!!!! then went back to join iggy. slacked arnd, had breakfast. slacked till arnd 6 when we all decided to go home, all of them took taxi, but i didn't decided to take the first bus instead, save some cash for upcoming parties!!

waited and waited for like 1 hr plus and finally the friggin bus came.

reached home at arnd 7 plus, mom was up already. hiaz... got a lil nagging from her. finally got in bed arnd 8.
had such a sweet sleep and a nice dream too!!

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christmas day itself.
woke up arnd 1 plus , had arnd 5 hrs of sleep from last night partying at black. was hungry, cooked some noodles for myself, and guess what? i had my xmas day, sitting at my dining table, eating my instant noodles, with absolutely no one at home other than me. sounds lonely? yeah.. i wasn kind of at that time. the house was quiet. its jus me and my noodles.

while eating, it made me realise something, i dunno why but festive seasons are best enjoyed with family and loved one. don't u think? but if u have none? friends are the only one* thats provided that most of them are still single. which unfortunately is not for me. anyways... that one single meal also taught me something that, one the chance is here, do not let go off it. if u do, u'll definitely regret it.its jus something i had came up with, from the painful experience i had.

got down and did some studying.

then a lil housework to be done b4 leaving for GERALDINE's house, one of my gorgeous looking junior. changed into a polo and jeans. didn't have much time to prepare food to share,so sry gerry.

met ELAINE,ZLILING at lakeside, JIANSHENG,BEN,SAYMENG,KOK YI and JESS came a lil later.

got there, it was kind of dark. but there were lots of food. all kinds, from small kebabs to huge bowls of spag. had quite a few servings. food was great. music provided by DANIEL was great too. ranging from kok yi's fav mambo, to the cool rnb. there was a whole icebox full off booze. tiger, carlsberg, abc,sadly no heinikken.there was wine and gin! there was jack daniels and martel later during the night. many turned up. had a game of drinking goggles.HUAI HUI was already drunk and was pretty high on alcohol at that time. doin the usual crazy and stupid things, screaming and stuff. ZILING's face as red like a lobster at that time!! same goes to JOANNE too.

i drank a lil too much from the game,didn't stop after that game, had a lil more. and WHAM!!! i was wasted.did a merlion there too.felt even worse than yesterday's. 2 times 2 days, i got drunk, today i got wasted! never felt like it b4, wasn't pleasant. couldn't walk straight, then lost consious of what i was doing, didn't know if i had done something stupid or foolish. therefore, i'm here to apologise to all if i have offended or did something that disgusted u,i'm sorry.

the last few things i remembered is EUNICE and NENG HAO sending me off into a cab, then i remembered i called someone to wish her a merry xmas.

then i remembered staggering into the lift, got into my house, saw my mom.(didn't even know how i manage to tell my address to the driver and paid the right amt and stuff) mom said somethin but i didn't really listen,then wham... emptied my stomach once again.washed up in my semi-consious state and got into bed.feeling like shit at that time. the worse thing is that in the middle of the night, i still have to get up to hydrate my over-dehydrated-and-emptied stomach of mine.

woke up just now arnd 10 plus.

then reality hits me real hard, mom and dad gave me a tongue lashing on me being drunk and all. alright i was wasted,totally deserved the punishment. then ma bro, msged me and said," bro.. u alright? what did u do last night? i think u owe someone an apology"... thats the point that hit me the hardest. did i do something wrong while i was drunk? wild thoughts ran through my mind, tried recalling, but i can't, damn headache. then i came to know that i had called XX on the cab, dun really know what i said. didn't know how i did it, i had erased her no. on my hp!! did i even punched in the numbers myself? alright... here comes my next apology, so sorry to XX for whatever i have said or done. sry for the consequences caused, i promise it won't happen again.

okay.. one moment of folly, needs so many apologies. doesn't seem worth it.

anyways i really think that this christmas, even though i wasn't a perfect one, i wasn't as fun as b4. i felt i was a meaningful one.

i've found out my thereshold for alcohol.
i've found out that xmas can also be thoroughly celebrated with friends.
i've found out that, chances are hard to come by, and when it does, do not let go of it.
i've found out that warnings ain't for drunkards.
i've found out that xmas for me, its jus a day of partying and makin merry.
i've found out that festive seasons are BEST celebrated with family and loved ONE.
i've found out that i'm not a good drinker.
and finally i've found out that this christmas was the most meaningful and very educational for me.*educational in which i mean, i've learnt lots of things.*

** this is a long post and thats all i have for u guys, stay tuned for my new year update!!!**

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Christmas is coming!!!

anyways... if u are still thinkin of what to buy for me?
no worries!!! i'll ease ur pain and worries.
here are some of the stuffs i want so badly for Christmas.
(not in order of desperation.hahaha...)

1.MONEY!!!! money to party!!! ang paos accepted.

2.A Ripcurl or Billabong bagpack.
(hopefully big enough for my M30 laptop.)
saw this cool Ripcurl bag online. saw one on Billabong too, but can't get the pics.

3.A new pair of jeans.(preferably Levis or Guess?)

4.Supplements.(Protein shakes,Creatine, NO-Explode...etc)
(i need it!!!!!, hopefully there will be kind souls that will donate to me?)

5. A girlfriend perhaps?(mail order?? gf for hire??)

(as u can see all of them have long hair!!! maybe i have a soft spot for girls with long hair? being arnd so many girls but yet still single is a depressng thing.)

** i'm not asking for much right?? hahaha...**
**i even save some trouble for u guys by getting the beloved crumpler sling for myself!!! it cost a friggin $159 man.....it even has a name!!**

** A Dreadful Embarrassment **

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i was kinda bored in school when suddenly this song was played in canteen 1. then outta nowhere i sang along with the song together with my own edited lyrics and it turned out NICE!!!

so when i got home i've decided to edit the whole song. so guy... pardon for the language in the song. its only for fun. its not very perfect but i think its kinda nice.enjoy. sing with the song!

Your Beautiful??
(edited by: the one and only me!!)

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these few days of absence is once again because of dragonboat.

its an international race, Penang Pesta Dragonboat Race '05.
as the title suggest, we went to penang for the race.
we set off on 1st Dec, so so so excited.

we're all ready and set to go.
carried our huge and bulky luggage.then we took one last pic before setting off.

i went to the girl's bus.i was the only guy there, erm okay other than our coach and the tourguide and driver.... its only me!!!(man... its so lucky to be the girl's coxswain.)
had shuling as my coach buddy, throughout the 12 hrs bus ride to Penang.

had lotsa fun on the way, snacking on the bus, gossiping, phototaking, singing... esp the song I'll be there for you by Bon jovi. totally love it.
Shuling and me also did some Ka-ra-ok-ing...(dun really know how to spell)

12 hours seems pretty long and tiring when u're only limited to ur seat only. i had to stand up or move my butt every hour or so before my whole butt turn numb.

FINALLY!!! We reached Penang!!!! The scene was spectacular!!!

we reached our hotel 20 mins later, Corpthorne Orchid Penang.Sounds nice eh?

not so bad after we saw our rooms. but the bad thing is that we have to squeeze 3 guys into a room!!! the room itself is considerably small, with 3 guys?? imagine how cramped it will be. was glad to share room with my go-home-together buddies, Hanxiong and Treddy.

**part 2 will be up in abt a few days time perhaps?so stay tuned for more exciting stories from Penang!!!**

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