Like me.Love me.Hate me.

jus updated a very very catchy-and feel-good song.
hope you guys like it.

BETTER TOGETHER by

JACK JOHNSON

There is no combination of words

I could put on the back of a postcard

And no song that I could sing,but I can try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made out of real things

Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia tone loving

Love is the answer

At least for most of the questions in my heart

Why are we here and where do we go

And how come it's so hard

It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving

I'll tell you one thingIt's always better when we're together

Mmm, it's always better when we're together

Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together

Well, it's always better when we're together

Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments just might find a way into my dreams tonight

But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings

Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see

That they'll be gone too, too many things I have to do

But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene

I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between

With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do

Or places we got to be, we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmm, we're somewhere in between together

Well, it's always better when we're together

Yeah, it's always better when we're together (mmm)

I believe in memories, they look so, so pretty when I sleep

And when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me

But there is not enough time

And there is no, no song I could sing

And there is no combination of words I could say

But I will still tell you one thing

We're better together

this song was introduced by my frene MARK, whom i greatly thank for letting me fall in love with this song.

anyways.... talking abt thurs training.

its been quite some time since we have trained till i felt so so so SHIOK.

normal warm up push ups of 100, with the predicted 40++ extras to do. after which the juniors were punished , including us seniors of course. another 50.

seems easy? think twice, each count we have to spell the number out, example, O, N, E, 1..... T, W, O, 2..... and it goes on....

when i heard this, i felt surprised. OLIVER giving such tough warm up. OOouuuccchhh! anyways to spare you of all the calculating and stuff. every 10 counts , we have to do 49 push ups. 49 x 5 = 245, 245 + 150= 395. we did a total of approx 395 push ups for warm up!

next came running, haven been training much running. the run was kinda harsh at the starting, with the-kind-of-sprinting-speed-yet-seems-so-easy-for-all speed you know? probably its because of me, not running for a very long time. after the 3 or 4 rounds of sprinting arnd the track, which practically took most of my breath away. next came the uber-huge-number of rounds we have to run.... guess how many.....

18!

wooooo hoooo..... shiok eh?

i thought OLIVER was kidding but it doesn't seem so. changed my mindset once again to finish the 18 rounds no matter what. and the pace seems easier as time goes by, manage to catch up. then finally finishing the 18 rounds.

18 + 3 = 21. 21 x 400 = 8.4km

8.4 km and 395 push ups, plus the normal 60++ jumping jacks. today's warm up sure is good. good for health. i felt as light as a feather after all the running. must be all the fats and water i lost.

came the pool rowing and normal stuff. ended training with a meal at KAP.

tiring but a fruitful training afterall. as i told TREDDY, its been sometime since i trained till i feel so shiok.

today started off as usual.

the dragging of feet of the bed, the half opened eyes.

all went well till.....

i continued doing my ED/CADM project. super-uber-ridiculous-insane project i've ever done. all the parts and dimension. i spent a total of 13 hrs in skool today, in which i spent 8 hrs on the project itself. sitting in front of the computer screen pulling out my every strand of hair. its so fustrating because, if one of the parts is modified, the whole result might be different and the computer will jus make things worse by "corrupting" the files, making it useless. MEI YAN, LIANG and i were practically on the verge of breakdown at arnd 8+pm. till then we have already spent 7 hrs ++ on the project, changing this and that, going back, round and round.

we had to cool YAN down most of the time as she was the one that becomes bonkers the easiest. yelling and throwing tantrums,(mwhahaha... sound like a small kid eh? hope yan is not reading this). you might even thought that you have stepped into the wrong place when u see us, three.... or more specific two people going absolutely nuts. LIANG was the brainest among us, having more knowledge on CADM than both of us, we often seek help from him. thanks bro!

after the fustrating project which we yet to finish, as the technician had to close the lab, we have to continue this madness on monday.

went KAP to eat again.

so so so tired that i almost fell asleep as soon as i got a seat.

*gotta slp now, trainin's tmr.*

** peace out... **

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gonna update a new song soon....

stay tuned....

**peace out..............**

training today was kinda happening.

firstly, during training, BEN sprained his ankle, then before i know i see JAS having some problems breathing. i'm like the medic over there.
then when i was getting water, saw one of the junior girl, having gastric. aiyo....
disastrous.

lucky i was ok....

training was ok today... gym was good
must train running!

after training very little pple went to eat . only a handful of us. KAP suddenly became so quiet.

** gtg do some stuff...... **
** peace out......**

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sometimes in life you can't make it on your own,
i got my friends to help me out in that......

anyways... today got an ED test, even though i didn't really study much for it. i'm so very confident that i'll definitely score for it. mwhahaha...... how did i do it? that will much be a secret.

hmmm... there will be a party on wed, faith's party..... once again i dun think i can make it. why must her party be always on a weekday??
so sorry faith..... will make it up to you.

i can imagine all the fun i'll be having, the free entry, free flow.... OMG..... the babes, the music..... arghhhh..... what can i say? i'm bounded by "laws"

*gtg go some stuff...**
**peace out.....**

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woke up earlier than usual this morning. with the power of my two sometimes-very-irritating parents, resistance is futile. i was "chased" off my bed.

after breakfast. guess what?

Housework, housework and more housework.

always so very reluctant to do housework so early, especially when my parents specially woke me up early just do do housework before i can go training. so irritating eh?

late for training again. training was usual today.
coxing, coxing and more coxing.

after coxing guys boat, changed shift and work OT for the girls boat.
guys training end at 4, mine end at 6++...... must work hard. clock more mileage, gain more experience, so i have a bigger chance to going down for race. two yrs, went down for only one race, not even a single medal, pathetic eh? and my friends and family still think so highly of me....
can help it, my life's pathetic.

to make my day and my life more pathetic.

got a msg from X,
totally shattered my heart.
you mean after so much things i've done, i don't get a second chance?
sad, sad, sad. then to make things seem so cheorographed, this particular song start playing on my Ipod.

"How Can You Mend A Broken Heart"

I can think of younger days
When living for my life
Was everything a man could want to do
I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again

I can still feel the breeze
That rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about the sorrow

And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again

seems to me that life is some what planned, i always believe what lies in your future depends on what you do now. seems to me that i might be doing everything wrong.

**going to jus lay back and listen to music, let music heal my broken soul.**
**peace out.........**

yesterday after skool, went to gym to train pull ups.
met ZHOU and IGGY at the gym.
after a while of gyming, went to join LIANG and AJAX for a lil basketball.
erm dun really know how to play, so in the end, i ended up being a distraction.... a big distraction that is.

had a gr8 time. sat down and stone with them. decided to play some pool.
after pool, we had dinner at some uber expensive food store....beside Al AZHAR.. promised that we'll never go back again.

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Memoirs

have you ever done things that you will not ever do in your life for that special someone?

things that hurt them.
things that are for the best for them.
things that feel as if your're taking a knife and stabbing yourself with.
if you think it's hell.
then i've been through hell and back like nobody's business.

seeing them happy, makes you happy.
but deep inside you knew that,
that person will never return to you anymore.

yet the person does't know what you been through.
what you have done.
how hard it is for you.
does he/she remembers who are u?

Love is selfish.
Love is blind.
Love is sacrificial.
Love is pain.
but yet Love is all arnd.

the one thing that causes all the pain,
is the one thing that you have sought after for.

Love your parents shower with, Love to and from your lover, Love for your cute little pet, Love for nature, Love for your own god, Love for your friends etc etc....

Sometimes love leds to jealousy,then to hatred, then to pain, suffering,death!

but how does Love wield such great power?

blame us, humans, mammals, emotional creatures.we may all be strong minded or physically strong, crumple under the mighty power of love, succumb to the pain and suffering of the heart.

Curse you cupid.

Unforgettable past memories jus came floating back last night. the talk with X, jus brought back memories, painful ones that is.

things that i did, i wish i wouldn't. things i said, i wish i shuddup. but what i did was for the best.

there are things which i still can't put down. feelings never gone, just not expressed. familiar voice, familiar words. unfamiliar status.

The First Cut Is The Deepest

anyways... i was thinking to write a story about LOVE ! dunno whether i will eventually do it.... might give a thought. something like LOVE ACTUALLY, the different kind of love arnd. i might jus give a thought abt it.

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Today's National Day!

its Singapore's 40th birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

feeling so so so lucky and glad that i'm born in singapore. no natural disaster, no war. jus peace, singlish and food and babes.

And before i forget, yesterday's JOYCE's birthday!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

went to Gotham Penthouse yesterday for a party.JOYCE,JO,FIAZ,ALLEN,AH BAO,JIAN SEN, KOK YI, ME together with some juniors. when we reached there, it was crowded,very crowded. all the guys looking fly, the girls looking bootylicious. then sheena told KOK YI that some of our tix were sold to other pple, in the end , we ended up having only 15 tix, when we booked 22 tix at first. so ME, ALLEN,JIANSEN,AH BAO ended up sacrificing our tix so that JOYCE and the others can go. felt disappointed at first. missing out all the action, the babes, the music. Arghhhh!!!

JIAN SEN's frene, Cheryl and Desiree(i think this is how it's spelt) suggested going to FORBIDDEN CITY to chill. didn't felt that bad, then i jus realised the music they're playing are DANCE and TECHNO! arghhh!!! two of the least heard songs on my song list. i don't really hate the music nor like them. dancing to the music was hard,but i tried, and it sucks.Ordered a GOODNIGHT KISS, no really to my liking. chilled there for quite sometime before JOYCE and the others came to find me. they said that one of the speakers malfunctioned or something. (lucky me... i didn't go to waste my time.). it took quite sometime before it was fixed.

went to GOTHAM PENTHOUSE to check it out. then guess wat? i saw police outside, heard from my frenes that there was a raid. man... unlucky.
more time wasted. soon everything settled down. precious clubbing time wasted. i thought to myself. "lucky man.. or else my money won't be worth."
managed to gain entrance to GOTHAM. went in. met up with ZHOU, MARK,AZLAN,IGGY and surprisingly ...ASH! wooohoooo.... babes galore! music's rockin..... crowd's good. good lucky again. haha..... lucky me.
anyways.. the DJ kinda suck at the end. he ended up playing slow sappy songs at the end! DAMAGE?? NOTORIOUS B.I.G?? omg...... lousy selection of songs.... he ended it way to lousy.

went home with AZLAN and MARK. the fare was a killer.

at the end of everything.... felt that i'm so lucky today. didn't waste my money, got my body moving to different music tonight, got lucky with some babes.nice, nice, nice.......

*gotta go do some stuff now...... nights guys.*
**peace out.......*

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Here's the newly updated song.
find it familiar? its from the movie HONEY,
starring the very gorgeous Jessica Alba.

Hope you enjoy the song.

Anyways,
Tmr's national day! Public holiday! but seems the same to me.... because it falls on the day which i do not have to go to school! Arghhhh!!
anyways i'm still happy that my this natural-resistant-and-peaceful-country is 40 yrs old!

Happy Birthday S'pore!

but thats not the only reason why i'm happy.
tmr there's a party at some place called Gotham Penthouse. hope all ma frenes will be there. lets partyyy!

*anyways.... gtg crash(crash=go to slp). uber tired today.*
**peace out........**

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Yesterday had db napfa test. improved a lil, except for running. got no idea why but on the second round i felt pain near my ribs. i wasn't panting or anythin, pace was fine. the pain did not cease, i kinda gave up on running at the 4th round. pain was taking over, the funny part is that i'm not panting!! the timing wasn't very good, as expected. next test i'll do better.

dinner at bukit timah hawker centre.

was kinda sleepy and tired when i reached home. then the most unexpected thing happened. my ex msged me, wanting to talk to me. i was thinkin... even when we were together , i was always the one who called. this is really unexpected.

soon i realised whats this all abt. she was experiencing the same situation i had experienced when we broke up. (shan't talk much abt that here.its personal matters of the heart ya know?) hmmm..... what goes arnd comes arnd??
anyways.... had a nice talk since ..... what seems like aeons ago. conversation lasted for 2 hrs ++ . finally slp at arnd 3. man...... so so so tired that i fell asleep as soon as i closed my eyes.

i was thinkin that cupid is either not doing his job, or there's someone out there for me already. but it seems like the whole world is either attached or going to. man..... the "right" girl better be worth the wait, or i'll personally shoot some of cupid's arrow straight into his own butt.(mwhahaha.... jokin though)

gotta go occupy myself with stuff again.

*stay tuned for the new song update... prob tmr night. it'll be a fab song*
**peace out.........**

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stupid tag board has been down for quite some time already. so irritating.
anyways my apologies to those who wanted to tag on my blog. wait for a few more days before i change my tagboard.

these two days are kinda normal.nothing much in ma simple life.

watched finish The O.C season 2 on monday morning, 2++ am.
sounds kinda crazy eh? totally enjoyed the show. but the ending kinda sucks. so that could only mean something. there will be season 3!
after watching The O.C it left me wondering. when could such love story happen to me. (not the tragedy i mean.) i have to add in this too. SETH COHEN is da man..... he's totally cool!

gtg now. go occupy myself.

*peace out.....*

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