9Thursday, June 30, 2005

Yesterday i had a great time ....



usually i would be spending time in gym after skool....
but since coach ordered us not to go gym this week or we will not be rowing in the race this sat.


instead of gym... i went to play some badminton. cardio man....

next up..... swimming.....

actually we intended to have a tri-athalon of our own. badminton, running and lastly swim. but we were kinda lazy by then, so we skipped running.

the swim wasn't much of a trainin sort so we ended up playing instead of swimming.

slamming one another into the water.... playing "gladiator" int the pool. fancy diving. (which i totally suck..... the first time i ended up body flat onto the water.... Spppplaaaattttt.... followed by a loud OOOOooouuuuuCCCHhhhh!)

ended our water games and went home.

went to the bus stop and waited for bus with YONG LIANG and AJAX.
then the most ridiculous thing happened. a lady in her fourties started yelling and yelling abt i-don't-know-what... with all the F*&ks and crap.....and the worst of all....she was like staring at both YONG LIANG and ME! its like we are the one who offended her. the wait for our bus seemed like hours then.
finally our bus came. even though the bus was very very cramped. we quickly squeezed our way up.(usually i dun really like squeezing in such a crowded bus, but yesterday was different, i couldn't wait to get on board the bus.)

the bus ride wasn't very nice too. with all the bodies squeezing on each other.packed like sardines. we could like smell each and everyone's odour.*EEwww...*

got home "shortly " after that.


**peace out....**
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9Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Sunday's training was a relaxed one. last trainin for my graduating seniors. last sea rowing b4 the one big race.


having our graduation dinner at OLIVER's house. his house looks awesome.
food was gr8.... company.... and everything was gr8.

watched some touching clips made by WILLIAM. always loved the clips every year. so touching and heart warming.


next came games. the seniors had a gr8 time playing 'em(looks like it to me). came the traditional underwear stripping for BEN,WEI LING,aka SEX BEAR and JIN/G YUAN. wrestling in the water... fighting off a huge group of guys, including, KOK YI, ERVIN, OWEN, ME and a few more guys.(must be tough for them)the usual throwing of pple into the pool came shortly after that.


we targeted QI HUI. and when we surrounded her. she suddenly let out a sharp ear piercing, night shattering, earth shaking scream that broke whatever slience the night was having. we had to cover her mouth as we carried her to the pool adn throw her in. in between that she let off a few more of her uber powerful screams.(powerful lungs..... i say)


after giving the seniors our token of appreciation, came their short speeches. deeply touched by all of their speeches. motivated me to become the best coxswain my team can ask for. came our traditional DB guessing game. JIAN SHENG is our new champion in the game. the seniors also have some wacky and controversial game. (can't say much here in public. children might be reading my blog. so no crude stuff....hahaha) had a ball of a time.


the dinner came to an end. all of us went seperate ways.



*farewell my graduating seniors, team mates.our memories of u guys won't be forgotten*
**this is not goodbye.**
**Still need comments in my coxing of the boat. buddies,team mates.. pls feedback to me personally during trainin pls.**
**gotta slp soon.**
*peace out............**

Sat was kinda busy and happening for me.


first thing i did was to wake up uber early to go kallang for trainin. hafta reach by 8! anyways got there a lil late. trained a lil bit. after trainin, had a small meal. then comes a not-so-impt race. a coach put me down as mixed boat's coxswain!OMG..... first race... and first race as a coxswain. when the first time my boat row to the staring line. i was so so so tensed. all the electrical pulses messed up in my brain. there goes the horn ... and off we go.... my muscles were so tensed, i feel so so so stressed out that i kinda like froze there yet unknowingly steered the boat in the right direction.(kinda confusing... sry abt that... but thats how i feel at the moment). anyways.... the subsequent races i was kinda free. coach finally put me down in the finals. thats like even more stress for me! FINALs! i mean like what if i screwed up?? OOommmmgggg....
but fortunately things didn't turn out that bad. i was kinda calm after the start, adn i remained my cool. didn't win any thing for the mixed boat. was very very disappointed. saw DERRICK crying after the race. felt like joining him too. but... must stay strong. knew that its partly my fault that my boat didn't win anything. as for the other boat, the mens boat, they got a sliver! congrats to all my team mates in the guys boat. and my apologies to those who are in my boat.


had to leave early after the race for my cousin's wedding. its kinda a big big wedding. with arnd 70 tables! OMG..... 70!reached the place like 9+pm... they have already started! anyways caught up with all the gobbling down of food.(was very very hungry at that moment.)

then my sister pointed out an individual. she looks very familiar...... OMG... i suddenly remembered.... she's.....





our school's librarian. Ngee Ann Poly Library's Librarian! the one that goes arnd booking pple for eating or playing in the library. YES... she's the one... adn i didn't know she was my relative! OMG...... she booked me like a couple of times already..... :(

got home.....
showered and slp....
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9Wednesday, June 22, 2005

slack the whole day...


went to ma bro's new house jus now. (looks better than b4 man....)


had a great time there. games and stuff.


didn't go for training.sick. cough and flu. with plenty of disgusting phlegm.can't do much trainin. prob will go gyming tmr.make up for lost training today.


saw her blog. lack of self control?
i dunno. need help in that area? my hands are always stretched out waiting for u to hold, i'll lend u a hand. help u.(not that u need help, its jus that u need a hand to pull u up.) its no use unless u take a first step.(but prob u'll have ur frends arnd to confide to.) .... so basically i'm jus talking crappp here......



alright i jus thought of something to write....


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9Monday, June 20, 2005

once again.... training....

but today's different... its FATHERS DAY, as well as ODEL's birthday.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all fathers out there... its time to take a break

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ODEL! .... u're now legally 18..... may all ur wishes come true.


anyways... training as usual. not so sure abt my performance as a coxwain.(can any of my team mates tell me how i am doing??)


do u knw that beef have different grades of cooking?? i think i'mprobably
well-done now. sat under long hours of sun. coxing guys... and ladies after the guys training. coxing under hot sun on a sunday... double the sun(ha... its a pun.)now my whole body's red hot.*ouch!*

anyways...


lets talk abt her.....


been long since i logged onto friendster.jus browsing thru.decided to go to her page. *nice display pic though*. saw one of her friend's testi, mentioning abt seein her with a cig. hmmmm.... wonder if he's refering to one of her pic, or he saw her personally.(now i'm kinda disturbed abt it. in my mind i trust her not to be smokin, but still have to give her a benefit of a doubt ).

heard from ZHOU that she's changed alot. hafta agree with him. he knows her better, so i can't say much. my words doesn't count in her world.where's the sunny girl next door?long lost? is my heart still with the past her? or the present one? i don't know.

she seems distant.cold. everchanging. one word to describe her, or an animal instead. chameleon.blending and changing herself to suit her peers.*its jus my point of view though*


is she the one for me? i don't know. let time tell. or let her tell me.




** gotta stop thinkin too much**
**peace out**
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9Sunday, June 19, 2005

same old thing...


housework...... trainin....



after trainin.... arnd 6. rushed off to shower.then quickly grab a bite and went off to meet my buddies at PS(plaza singapura).the usual clique, the best of friends. RAUF,CALEB,BEN,ABBAS,CHARLES,KIM YEW,HWAD,HUI HUA,SHIDAH.what else could i ask for more?

decided to go pizza hut *once again, seems like everytime we meet at ps we will come pizza hut to eat*

waited for very long.soon i realised who we are waiting for. a bunch of JC students. even though they are not wearing sch uniform.i could recognise one or two of em. inconsiderate pple. they refuse to leave even though they had alreadi paid. continue sitting there and chat, and even take photos. irritates me.its like the peak hour for the restaurant man.... totally disgusting behaviour.

as the saying goes, a hungry man is an angry man. make me feel like walking up to them and tell them off. but.... i'm a peaceful guy. won't wanna waste my breath on some useless incorrigible fools.

finally they decided to leave.

got down to eat.


had a wonderful meal. laughters, companions, food, photo taking.perfect combination.


rauf also thrashed hwad in the arcade game virtual striker. rauf's a talent man..... 7 wins against all the challengers,including hwad. ma bro's got some talent.

soon we parted ways.

took same bus with shidah.

now back home..... updating blog as i speak.



** gotta to take ANOTHER shower, weather's been so so so hot. but i'm having a flu! blocked nose and stuff.... man feels like crap**
**gotta get plenty of rest too**
**anyone knows how to attach photos to my blog??**
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9Saturday, June 18, 2005

slowly succumbing to the warm feeling u felt.she has the ability to bring u right up to cloud eleven, and bring u right back to earth with jus a click of a finger. wielding such power over a frail and powerless heart.
like an arrow thrust right through the heart. puncturing it, bursting ateries.blood spurting out. screams pouring out. pain and agony is jus one of the many signals sending to your brain right now.images flooding through ur brain.mixed with emotinal and physical pain, hell's gate is jus a knock away.

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9Friday, June 17, 2005

today started as normal.....


boring class.....(i think i'm gonna fail this sem...... still dunno crap abt the subjects....)


trainin start... can't run with my over-exerted-and-dying left calf muscle.
wack the weights like there is no tmr.... even though yesterday i alreadi gave out all my energy.... but what the heck.... race's coming soon.created a new record for myself yesterday.... 17.5kg on one side of the bar.... bicep curls... hmmm add up to... 35 kg altogether..... ha... could prob lift a girl easily. (must train to carry her weight easily.... mwhahahaha)


trainin end...


ate one whole black pepper chicken... and after the chicken i came up with a theory..... TOO MUCH BREAST is BAD.... had too much breast meat....grew tired of eating chicken.


the exciting part came when i went home. reached CHOA CHU KANG mrt station, and i saw lots and lots of flying insects arnd the lights. thought its the normal lil flies.... but it turned out to be friggin bees! arrrgghhh...... we immediately went to the center of the station.CCK staion is under attack! when the train came.... we quickly boarded.


reached YEW TEE. saw police confronting a grp of malays. prob booking them for illegal gathering. can u imagine a grp of arnd 10++ malays with their bikes... from my fav VESPA to the SUZUKI racing type...... scary.....


jus when i stepped into my house's side gate.... a car alarm went off.... all these happenings.... unlucky ones that is... happenin within a span of 10 mins? issit coincidental or a sign?? betta go and pray later.....

and thru all these "turmoil" i was quietly listening to the music on ma new IPOD mini..... peace......


** gotta go pray for my safety now... not forgetting hers**
** peace out.... take care guys....**
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9Wednesday, June 15, 2005

14th JUNE .....



Everyone remember this day well......



as its an important day....



its my birthday!



ha... finally... no more fear of getting bounced(actually so far no one has even checked my id..... hmmmm must be bcos of my suave and matured look... mwhahaha.....). anyways.... parents gave me a small sum of money for my dispense..... sis got me an IPOD MINI! a PINK one that is....(ewww.... but since its a present from my sister... i won't complain).


the best present i got so far is a surprise from HUI HUA, GRACE, CHRISTIE and TIAN YIN.they surprised me mins b4 trainin by presenting me a cake. its the first time my frenes did this to me.(partly bcos most of the time, my bday lands on a public holiday)was very very touched . lost for words.was so so so happy. THANKS GIRLS. ur hardwork was deeply appreciated.had to leave them with most of the TIRAMISU they got for me as i have trainin .(only ate a slice, could almost taste the sweetness of friendship)and not to forget AJAX,YONG LIANG,and my buddies who gave me a bottle of ADDIDAS fragrance.(smells great).Thanks for all the presents guys....

to all those whos haven't gave me anything.......


WADYA WAITING FOR???

i also felt much better,bcos i had confessed my feelings to HER. planned to tell her on my bday. felt so much better after the confession. could bottle up the feelings.don't really know how she felt or what. shall find out soon.(hope that things will start developing, but thats wishful thinkin unless the other party had the same feelings, which is highly impossible.)anyways.... i did what i had to do, and all i can do now...... WAIT.


i jus realised somethin.... of the many surprises, presents, wishings from my friends..... i realised that i'm still lacking something.......






a proper pair of running shoes!



u mean like no one's gonna buy me a pair of running shoes?(my team mates?? didn't u see the pathetic pair of shoes gareth usually wears for trainin??)
anyways.... to all the generous and caring friends out there....




I NEED A PAIR OF RUNNING/SPORTS SHOES!.....
ASICS brand preferably. size 10.5 or 11 will be fine.





i'm waiting /hoping/yearning for the pair of shoes ya......





** tired.... saw her on the field during training. couldn't help but look. don't think she realised. thats good.probably thats what things gotta be. jus stand and look from afar.**
** gotta stop thinkin abt her.... gotta slp.**
** nights everyone...... love ya all..... thanks for all ur presents and wishings. greatly appreciated.**
*peace out**
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9Tuesday, June 14, 2005

1 more day......




and counting down......




mwhahahahaha.......





gotta be LEGAL!



watch M18 movies......alcohol(which i dun realli drink)
clubbing(which i has alreadi been doing ILLEGALLY).Cigarettes.....(which i detest the most). and the worst of all...... JAIL(i prob wont be goin to some boys home if i commit a crime.this time arnd... its JAIL!)



hmmmm... how shall i spend my birthday?? with who?? hmmmm
hopeully with her. but that like totally impossible.


prob with ma bunch of good frenes....after which i have trainin. doubt if they will rape me in pool...... (arrrghhh!)


**gotta end this... the teacher seemed to be looking at me**
**peace out......**
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9Thursday, June 09, 2005

6 more days....




and counting down....



heard she had some stomach pains a few days ago, was kinda worried, but she doesn't seem to. maybe i'm not "supposed" to be the one worrying abt her.(from what i see) but anyways, she always seemed hectic and busy, jus like a lil bumblebee. surprisingly her cca had changed its training to tues! was surprised and happy, saw her on the pitch on tues. haha... had to peep, trying not to make it so obvious. always looking out for her on the field. *fingers crossed*.

had my first dream for very very long, and i dreamt abt her! actually she jus appeared in my dream and guess what? the friggin thunder clap jolted me up from my sleep. ARgghhhhhh.......... but was kinda satisfied.

anyways,lets not bore my readers to death by jus talking abt her. the next upcomin race,

Date: Sat, 11th june
Venue: Bedok Reservoir
Time: Approx 4pm.

fightin hard to get a place, be it a rower or coxswain. (hopefully i can cox the female boats). anyways, guys please come down and support us, NPDB. See you there!




** thanks ma pretty JANICE for helping me to make an archive in ma blog, thanks babe.**
** back to studying.......**
** peace out**
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