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common test comin right up... so can't realli blog much..... but stay tuned.... i'll update it as soon as possible... bringing u the juiceiest news and happenings..... so...
cya after my common test ya.... bye guys... peace

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sorry guys....
so long never update..... many things happen this few weeks....
first.... the festive season's over.... back to study.....
Then a week or two after the festive season....
The most TRAUMATISING news that came to me was .... my grandfather had passed away....
it was a tues..... for that instance.... i was so SHOCKED and STUNNED that i jus froze there for a while.... soon tears start welling up... then i started sobbing*not crying*. i got a hold of myself , then i jus sat down there and stone.... i did not know wat to do at that moment.... memories started flooding through my mind.... school ended and i called my mother...... i think she was cryin at that time....
went trainin after that... could not realli concentrate... went home straight after gym.... headed to my aunt's place where the funeral is held.saw my grandfather's body.*coffin wasn't ready till the next morning*. did not know why but i felt so much better when i saw my grandfather's body there.... i think its because i knew that he left this world peacefully. stayed by his body for a while.
my whole mood was dampen. could realli smile or laugh when i went to school the next day.(to the frenes that keep asking me wat happened.... now u know)...... days went by and today was his last day on earth... his body to be cremated..... but i couldn't send him away on his last journey.... had the STUPID SYFC( s'pore youth flying club) thing.... *my mother insisted that i went for the syfc thing*........ anyway i also think that i do not have the heart to see him get cremated before my eyes(happened to me when my closest uncle passed away a few months ago)..... i think after all its better for me not to go..... my grandfather will always be in my heart....
after the funeral thing.... i realised that life indeed is very fragile...... ur loved ones will jus leave u with the snap of a finger...like wat happened to me..... a few months ago my uncle passed away..... months later my grandfather......i feel so cold in my heart... like all the love and warmth had left me.... left me cold and helpless.... without love...... my loved ones are all leaving me....felt so lonely......began to treasure the times spent with my family, friends etc........

so to all my friends who is reading this post.... remember that i love u lots......
nothin more to piece to words for now..... bye

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woke up super late today..... arnd 11.45am.....
omg... i have housework to do! went to the kitchen to grab my breakfast. wat the.... my sister did not do her part of the housework! she didn't even touch a single bit...... and she's going out!
argh..... she claims she has a headache.... never mind.... being the always forgiving and responsible one*ha.... self praise*.... when she left.... i went to have my essential news time...... reading abt the news on the recent TSUNAMI/EARTHQUAKE disaster.... my heart sank... so many deaths.... made me realised that life is very fragile..... it could be easily taken away..... so treasure those arnd u.... u'll never know when they'll be gone.....*wat are u waitin for? tell those arnd u... frenes,family loved ones u love them!*....after i have done readin the news paper...
i quickly settled down on my housework....

finally finished my part.... its like 3 plus and i haven had my lunch! argh.....
quickly grabbed a bite..... then rested for a while b4 doing my sister's part of housework.....
hiaz.... the kitchen..... the one place where my beloved food are and the one place where i dread washing.... anyway still have to clean it up....

then..... jus as things can't get anymore busier...... my mom called and remind me to wash the clothes*usin the washing machine that is*..... but still tis a chore and i have to do it..... man... i wish that i could add some more task into my multi-task list.....

by then time i had everything under control..... my parents came home.... time really flies when u're busy.... its alreadi 7.....
time to have my dinner.

watched OCEAN'S ELEVEN.... enjoyed it very much....
anyway up till now..... my day haven been very good.....as gloomy as my words now...... dunno y but .... hope its got nothin to do with *her*.......anyway there's nothin more for me too blog...... peace out.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR
wat do u know?
its the new year! year 2005! Xmas'04 had jus went by and 2005 followed after.
New year's eve started the same, had to wake up early in the mornin to go to school. hiaz.... sad that we still have to go school on new year's eve.

After school,my frenes and i decided to go to a arcade to have some fun b4 going home. waited for JIELING for an hour or so for her to print her stuff, was stonin while waitin for her.
headed to clementi, played like crazy, we had lots of fun, punching machine,drums.......etc.

went home,played maple, with help from my buddies, i leveled up! thanks guys . had a nap.
woke up at 7++pm. wash up. went to change for the BIG party!

Can u believe it? It was rainin throughout new year's eve! Heaven must be crying for those in the recent TSUNAMI/EARTHQUAKE , my heart goes out to those who have lost their loved ones, i offer my condolences to them. i also played my aprt in helpin those in need by donatin some clothes and my parents bought a carton of 1.5L water and donated.

anyway getting back to the party. took a bus to far east plaza where i'll be meetin my frenes.
KOK YI was b4 me DARREN came shortly, followed by CHERYL and CHENG HUA(dun realli know the spelling), two hot babes.IGGY , EWAI and MEI YAN was late as expected.

CHERYL had passes to ROUGE, but in the end we decided to head for my fav, COCO LATTE. when we reached there, WOW, the queue was alreadi very long. at last we manage to get in.sat down for a while and went to 7-11 to get a BIG-GULP full of SPRITE, my frene's fav, VODKA SPRITE, together with IGGY'S 50% vodka, i enjoy seeing them drink and get high, ha.... very amusing, me on the other hand dun drink so i got myself a bottle of aloe vera drink.

1 down. as usual MEI YAN got wasted once again. hiaz..... poor EWAI have to look after her and forgo the partying. pity him.

5,4,3,2,1....... HAPPY NEW YEAR! the dancefloor became flooded with well wishes and laughter,
when all the festive air cleared, its time to PARTY!
this time lucky we have 2 babes to dance with, CHERYL AND CHENG HUA.... man..... it was good....so lucky to be able to dance with babes like them.was kinda wondering when will i have a babe of my own to dance with. anyway had lots of fun. was kinda drained when FAITH came to the dance floor, man why do i have to be so tired at this time! argh....all i can do is jus see KOK YI and her dance.*how i wish i could dance with her!*

soon when i got back my adrenaline pumping back, the party animal in me woke up again, we danced and danced like there's no tomorrow. we had to end at 4am as usual. as usual again i'll be goin to IGGY'S house this time with DARREN, EWAI had to send the halfway-to-heaven MEI YAN home. KOK YI went home. man when u want to take a cab there's none arnd, argh waited and waited till it was like 5.30am, thot of waitin for a bus home, stupid cab.....

as soon as we got to IGGY'S we K'Oed and slept till 1++pm the next day.
went home after lunch.ah..... home sweet home.... love my bed.slept again. woke up during dinner time, *like pig sia*..... ate then watched a couple of dvds.... KING ARTHUR and THE PRINCE & ME...... enjoyed both, but preferred THE PRINCE & ME, cos it has a happy ending, jus like the fairy tales... they lived happy ever after..... *did i tell u that i love happy endings?*.....
after that went msn and chatted b4 i went to sleep at 2-3am.

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hey guys...
gonna update on my new year eve party, but was kinda busy, so guys please forgive me if i'm late on my update.

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